Monday, March 1, 2010

I want one beautiful past.


(This is just a random picture of my cousin's cat. Is that my cat was just passing by my room, so I was like how about I put a beautiful picture of my cousin's cat!!)




“I want one beautiful past…a past that I can be proud of! Only one is fine! I would be able to change from that point in my life! I will surely change!!!”

The King of Nabari, 2nd volume.


Well, this man wanted to change his past, so that he can change his future. He wanted an occasion to start a new life.
Anyways, this line suddenly came up in my mind while I was eating. I guess I was really bored, and I started asking myself, “Do I have any special past that I am especially proud of?” But I couldn’t think of any. I mean, I have accomplished certain things. Like in academics, in my hobbies or overcoming certain struggles. However, they are not something I am proud about. I think anyone has something like that. I believe it’s something that you accomplish by just breathing.
So, now I began to wonder, why did this man end up being like this? And the answer I came up was because he cared about the opinion of other too much. If I was always reproached by the people around me I would also probably end up like him. So I feel really grateful for the people I live with.

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